Well, that’s what you call,’savoring life’. Life must be treated as a steak flavored with chilly sauce. Some parts are delicious and you go through them joyfully but you don’t complain on the less tastier parts as well. Take the life as it is, don’t complicate it with depressions and aspirations(lol). Just aim for the pleasure of God, distribute whatever you have among the Poor,select a spot on the corner of street and abstain from ingestion. That’s what God wants! Doesn’t he? Just uttering shit, slay the desires!